He emphatically explicated, that he wants me to be there, study and live there blablabla, but not all the same in which century it's gonna happen.

Australia: "but It's raining now." Sorry, but I know a better qoute.

The Crow: "Can't rain all the time."

I have many fears, but start loving less to ease... It would be coward and comfortable. At the same time, I should wake up and survey the chances, and facts about current situation.

I will never forget, what I was told a few years before. I have to stand on more legs, which is true, because I had been in trouble a couple of times when I did not the same.