The state has separated from the church and all of a sudden I was not wasting any more time.
Last minute wild decisions yield more of the same. After Bon Iver, a whole night of light sleeping, then seeing Florence and the Machine for the fourth time to figuring out I can jump timelines right now.
Worry not about how it all might turn out, just give adventure a(nother) go. This is how I will find myself in New Zealand at the start of April ticking a bucket-list item. Whether it is plain stupid, or sheer luck shall turn out in retrospect. Check back here in a couple of months time.