I'm so pissed off! Turned out that my thesis has to be longer than 40thousand caracters...It has to be 60thousand. Now I'm totally speechless, just typing all day long and feel down :(

I missed my seminar today, wrote an email to the teacher about my future text (topic, structure, examples) and just hope that I'm gonna get through of it... Have plenty things to do , but I'm bored.

Last night was out of sharpness. We had one and half Jegermeister during a card game...bahhh I guess everybody was bored as much as me. So phatetic, reminds me of that empty days home, when we had nothing to do just having fun, and drinking a lot.

I feel empty now. I mean there is no homesick, no motivation (for today), no-thing. Hate this feeling. Oh yeah, and I'm angry about the thesis, about my Uni, and the mess here as well. Okay maybe I miss my backyard and the coffees what I had there, in the sunshine. And maybe I miss someone. No. I definietly miss someone, and in this case it's just not healthy.

Anyway. Today is my first real fast day, and It's almost over, just an exchibition and than I can go to bed... Take off Thursday!