I am happy. I am. Painful, endless and "makes you fly" happiness! I don't jump. I'm slow (just think about the cases when you tried to surprise me :) I am fine,happy and I am in love.

But... She could never sink to fog as I did that time... I was mourning the unhappened things. She had that three years with you, I had nothing with him, just fake hopes.

I felt pity about myself, but I had risen above it.

You know what? I would be happy If I got three years with you. I'm trying my best to get it. Actually I'm giving the hope and you stand it.

But you are trying to be correct, again. And i'm so glad that I have a part of this desicion, somehow I made you to choose this. (and It's wow). Anyway, If You say you are honest with me, okay than I believe you! I'm gonna believe your every single word, I've decided you deserve the naive-me.

And I hope my luck is never ending...